unfeigned

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

ah, man, my neck hurts..as well as my right hand...meh..so tired, yet unable to sleep. but why?

i freaking wish i knew. i think i may have an idea, but i don't believe myself when i think it.

i'd like to believe i'm better at maintaining my composure than it seems the past few days, but there's this bothersome cloud hanging over me. not a sad one, just..bothersome. hm, not so sure. such irrelevant things getting in my head, it's almost, but not, annoying. pleasant sometimes, but just..too damn much for too damn long.

how long will i have to do this? how long will it take? or..is this toiling...toiling..

meh.